NOTE:
so i guess i'm a free agent now in the world of casual flings and emotional ties. good thing? i guess. this whole relationship endeavor has made me realize something about myself though - i don't really care about a serious relationship. all i want in a girlfriend is a friend who can make me laugh, enjoy my company (and i theirs), and be damn hot. oh, and i've got to get a little now and then. seriously though, i didn't think it would be as easy this time around as it has been, but damn if i'm not even that sad about it. i guess it was all the mental preparing - along with the fact that we're still really good friends. i am gonna miss that sweetness though, if you get my drift.

cast aside the inner beauty,
take away the good intentions,
heat me with your fire inside
and skewer my heart with the pain of rejection.

the skin i'm in fills my lungs with animosity.